Where Have You Been?

Me? I’ve been hiding under a rock. Yep – since October. It’s a comfy rock. Very quiet.

Yesterday as I drove to collect my boys from daycare I thought about why I haven’t felt inspired to connect with people. The method doesn’t seem to matter – I’ve pretty much cut off the world: whether by phone, in person, snail mail, digitally. Please allow me to apologize for being so rude. I’m not unhappy, I’m not angry, I’m just… in turmoil.

I have trouble being anything but open and honest with people and at the moment I’m struggling to be open and honest with myself. No, I don’t want to talk about it. Thanks for offering though – I knew you would – that’s why you haven’t heard from me.

My next entry will be better. I promise.

About Christine N

I'm married to Daryle, Mom to two wonderful boys - Daniel and Andy.
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2 Responses to Where Have You Been?

  1. Barbara Jeffery says:

    It is a good woman who does some introspection. It is a necessary part of life. You are at a place where you have quite a number of things you need to come to terms with and you can only do that alone. No one can truly do it for you. People might be able to say something to you that make sense and help you look in the right corner but ultimately you need to look at things yourself and come to your own truths. You have nothing to apologize for. I am here.

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